pushing it down

im dumbing myself down. or at least it seems that way.

i avoid movies with heavy themes. if there isnt shit blowing up or people farting or super heroes and lasers i dont have any interest in it.

i listen to the most popular music and without paying attention i nod my head along.

i read books, but not as many as i once did. i mostly read magazines these days.

i watch television, but mostly only standup and sitcoms, perhaps the occasional reality show. i dont have the patience to invest in any hour long dramas. they are never good anyway.

i let work distract me. and when im not working i let other things distract me.

i dont write. i collect new music.

i need a new routine.